思念是一種病 ~

剛剛聽完張震獄的歌曲﹐歌名是---“思念是一種病”---

並沒有人能夠預料結局﹐更沒有人會想到結束。然而結束﹐成了思念的開始。原來時間真的很輕盈﹐就象流過指縫間的空氣般﹐無法挽留。

時間牽著我們的手﹐看過盛開的花朵﹐追溯過天際的星星。然而﹐偏偏時間在眼淚流干後松開我們。突然的失落﹐讓你看見我的不堪一擊。我的脆弱﹐赤裸裸地擺在你的眼前。

我開始慢慢地顛倒﹐思念也開始慢慢演變成一種病。

當晨光出現時﹐我已漸漸沉睡......

無聊透頂﹗﹗﹗

討厭孤單﹐不再是我字典裡的新鮮事。

我已開始厭倦無聊﹐受夠了乏味的生活編輯﹐我的潛意識讓我非常排斥單調的星期天。

心情的包袱三千斤般掛著﹐負荷太重的我﹐呼吸率頻頻下降﹐眼眸開始感到疲倦﹐慢慢合上﹐慢慢釋放。

我靈魂得到鬆懈﹐我開始緩緩飄起﹐徘徊在歡愉記憶﹐更為不快樂而拭淚﹐我享受喜怒哀樂﹐悲喜交集的那一刻。

反之﹐當我回首﹐赫然發現﹐我不再留連忘返于孤單的星期天。

漂移

不知道什麼時候﹐時間開始學會了漂移﹐剛沉醉于歡樂假期的時候﹐時間它一拐﹐又殘酷地將一切都結束了。

昨日﹐我踏著同樣的步伐﹐登上同樣的巴士﹐返回同樣的高速公路上。看著綠山一座接一座的往後移﹐我慢慢閉上眼睛﹐默默為自己加油。

舊地重游﹐有著不同的感想﹐也有著不同的感覺。看看熟悉的面孔﹐聽聽熟悉的聲音﹐原來﹐我的靈魂已經慢慢地深鎖于此地﹐我得到了一種無法抽離的情感。

上了大一﹐感覺有點太快﹐以往﹐所期望的東西﹐如今都看得很透﹐也許該是時候改變吧。

該來的來﹐要走的走﹐也許這就是所謂的人生定律。無法改變的﹐我唯有學會接受。

the night in Nasmir

have u ever see this size of roti tisu before??? hehe...ipoh boleh!!! kaka..im not so patriotism de...haha...okok..we had a gathering at Nasmir restaurant on monday night..



Miss nasmir...vomiting....
behind : kah lai, kah yan, hwei ching, shu ling, yin boon...
front : sau theng, yoke yan, wan yee...

ipoh monsters...
behind : kar hau, chen dong...
front : ocmaster, weng yu...

all in one...haha...check out the below video clips...what a sweet memory....i wil miz all of u...

Drive-Thru McD...

yahoo...i was in ipoh Drive-Thru McDonald few days ago...erm...actually we went to Dessert Hut for dinner before we went to McD...kaka...

we had a crazy plan...kaka...one monkey among four of us suggested that we drive thru the McD counter and purchase food first...then we bring the food inside the restaurant and makan...sure that is not me...

ms yap...wan yee...thanks for the dinner...hehe....

ms lim...oh ya..her house is so near to this McD...just behind this McDonald 'nia'....that's y she told us that she kadang-kadang 'cycle-Thru' with her sister......swt =.=||

weng doi....oops...mr foong weng yu...

smile...

ipoh parade's day

in ipoh parade..continue now....when my fren..ms yap was taking the signature...i and hwei ching went to find the fren working in OSIM...haha...

before tat...we saw subzero in the mall...having a sales...but we jz window shopping 'nia'


nanana....reached adi...as my fren told me....ipoh parade's OSIM is the main branch in perak or ipoh sumting....really...hav a special area for those 'chairs' onli...the environment is so relax and it seems like making ppl to buy the chairs...'scary place'..wakakaka...expensive man.....

but i tried la...really...the uPilot memang veli comfortable....not believe??? try la in OSIM branches...and get one home....erm..i ask my fren..she said now promotion..sell in RM 18,000....i pening a while...the normal price is RM 24,000 ....i totally 'syncope'....(ask medical assistant bout the meaning....)

after ms yap grabbed the signature...we went to cold storage...it is located at the basement of ipoh parade...

swt...dunno why they wanna took photo with the food...haiz......

since they were so happy...then i also took one lah...strongly mention here... i do not like korea food 'behli' much...

the non-halal area has a lot of wine and beers...summore..u may surprise when u see 'tiger root wine', 'deer root wine'...and sum funny stuffs display there...i hope im not mistaken...but ms yap said they are only the brands of those china imported wines.....wanna try??? check it out in cold storage.....

nic .. i was in ipoh parade

hehe, on 13 july..my fren miss yap called me out to watch mr nic...he is her idol...then, three of us went to ipoh parade to watch the show...hav to say that there were so many students gathered at the lobby waiting for nic... most were in uniform lagi...so 'bik' (cantonese)

at sharp 3 pm...nic appeared and he started with the song sounds sumting like..."Prince"...
(my friend...ms yap.. told me since im not veli clear bout tat..lol...)

okok...finally...he sat down and signed for his fans...my fren ..ms yap bought the CD and got the signature....she looked damm excited....

nanana...this is the album...i was actually not around there when the fans lined up to get the signature...hwei ching and i went to OSIM and 'played' uPilot, uPapa, iGallop, uZap and etc...cuz my another friend is working there...haha....

ms hwei ching and ms yap wan yee snapping pic with the brand new album...

this is the album...swt...

july day @ 七月天

七月天﹐是潮濕﹐是多雨之際﹐我都鮮少步出家門。因為討厭﹐濕漉漉的感覺﹐更厭倦撐傘的滋味。此時此刻﹐我坦然﹐獨自撐傘﹐是寂寞的。

那年的七月天﹐你還記得嗎﹖一把深藍色的傘子曾經與我們度過多少個下雨天﹖雖然傘子很小﹐可是﹐妳都不曾嫌棄它﹐因為妳說﹐唯有小小的雨傘﹐才能使我們的距離拉得更近﹐在冷冷的下雨天﹐才能以對方的體溫取暖。可是﹐妳都知道嗎﹖我﹐都為你而濕了半邊身子。這種感覺﹐不再冰冷﹐而是幸福的﹐這種付出﹐一直支撐著我們的感情。

一天﹐雨中不再見到妳的倩影﹐遠處仰望﹐只見白朦朦一片﹐與﹐站在雨中的我﹐和那把失去妳的傘形成淒美的畫面。一天﹐兩天﹐三天﹐我一直都站在同樣的地點﹐撐著同樣的傘﹐一天一天地盼望著妳的出現。每一個雨天﹐都成了我和雨傘的希望﹐同時也是我和雨傘的失望。日子久了﹐雨天也少了﹐雖然如此﹐我還在等待。

回眸﹐該換季候風了﹐天不再下雨﹐深藍色的雨傘﹐深深地被收藏在某個角落。它﹐慢慢地沉睡著﹐直到被雨季再度喚醒。明年的七月天與我有個約定﹐我﹐應該會缺席。

因為屆時﹐我可能忘了這把深藍色的傘﹐而撐著另一把傘。

my new girlfriend

once upon a time....


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finally, i have to return to my sister...

thus, "she" becomes my "ex-girlfriend."

say " BYE BYE!!!!!!!!!! ".......





..."DENG DENG DENG".....


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my new girlfriend....

call her ~ Miss Sony...

say " HI!!!! "

一路走來

人生﹐到底該向左走﹐抑或該往右前進﹖

昨天﹐我不斷從舊光碟堆裡挖呀挖。突然﹐從中掉落一張手冊。也許﹐它對你們來說﹐是很熟悉吧﹗

我呆呆地凝視著它﹐雙眼看得出神﹐但﹐腦海裡反覆回想﹐曾幾何時﹐我徘徊于抉擇﹐摸索于方向﹐迷失在左右。

當時的自己﹐心中猛然地抽蓄著﹐吶喊著下一步﹐渴望不被遺棄﹐真的﹐心情無助彷惶。

然而最終﹐我發現﹐我都走過了... ... ... ... ... ...

一加一等於...

一加一等於多少﹖

這是一個看似簡單確偶爾迷惑不解的問題﹐

然而﹐對我而言﹐我坦誠﹐我無言以對。

曾經﹐天真的我們﹐深信著一加一等於二。

這種原理﹐猶如一種定律﹐靜靜地環扣著我們﹐

我一只手﹐妳一只手﹐

我一顆心﹐妳一顆心﹐

到最後﹐都相信著﹐都堅持著相同的信念﹐

我們原以為我們可以﹐一起走到最後。

原來天真﹐是我們最初的陪襯。

到後來﹐成了我們的結局。

我醒覺﹐

是滄海﹐讓茫茫與巨浪形成對比﹐

有桑田﹐才構成淒美的梁祝蝶影﹔

唯山盟﹐能繪出澎湃的至愛情懷﹐

僅海誓﹐方襯托絲絲入扣般情意。

我...最終...捨得放開﹐我方釋懷。

一加一... ... 等於... ... ... ... ... ...

Chee Yuk's buffday

happy birthday to you!!! ..tis is ho chee yuk...my senior...kind fren......yesterday is her buffday...my another friend..ms fu chen hui...wanna giv her a suprise...so...u know....not so SUPRISE!!!!!! whereas...i suprised.....

once upon a time...4 of them is a team...if im not mistaken...wakaka...now...although not always together, but the friendship among them is still there....i believe.....................................

this is fu chen hui...but i used to call her "fu chi doi"..erm... sometime i call her cendoi too!!! now she is working hard in few shops...she is a good retail specialist.....hey...she got her own car with her own money by 18 years old...i proud with her....my kawan always terror!!!!!.....hehe....

mr. leong...pupu....wakaka....erm...he is my senior..oopss....my super senior senior senior...wakaka....cuz he is really an experienced senior...he is working in carsem and something unisem...i not veli sure...but i am sure tat he was so kind until we calling him mr. foc....meaning mr. free of charge...cuz every time we hang out for tea in a gang...he is the first one who grab his wallet and pay...thank you so much for so many coffeessssss and teasssssss and roti....and food.....wakakakkakaaaaaaaaa..strongly mention here...he is a good "house husband"... gals...check tis out......hehe..

ms fong chi yan...USM stud...quite terror in studies...clever gal lar........she is my senior too..i think i am the youngest among the party..wakakaka.....this old lady always pitching people....haiz...but she is kind and soft soft type....guys.......sorry...section close...not available!!!

ms siew mei ling...hoho....she is also my senior...wakakaa..told u im youngest..wakaka..so ego...she jz finished her stpm...erm...she is quite kind cuz...u know..people who threat me good sure i wil said she or he is kind...yea...im kinda fake guy...

our "whole home FOOK" (Cantonese/Mandarin) ....oh ya...wish chee yuk all the best and happy buffday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!